four hundred and ninety seven
Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 11:58:00 PM

HELLO MY NAME IS SIHUI AND IM A TANOREXIC!
arranged to meet abi for a tan/swim session tmr
:)
i dont know why i enjoy tanning so much
i admit i like being tanned and cannot stand being fair
but its something in the process of tanning that gets me hooked
when i tan im alone and everything just does not matter
i have the time to think and let my mind wander
its an awesome time to daydream and just bask yourself in the warmth
just lounging under the rays
chilling to the max
i can tan with friends
when we can catch up and plop ourselves on a tanning deck
just indulge in nonsensical banter and laugh
camwhore and capture all the memories
just enjoying their company
but im perfectly fine with tanning by myself
when i can just plug into my ipod and drift away from the hustlebustle for a while
everything ceases to matter
no deadlines to meet
no irritants to handle
no worries no nothing
just myself and the sun
everything is just blocked out
and i feel soooooo away from everything
and it gives me some breathing space when everything is overwhelming
after tanning im all set to face the world and tackle all the challenges
i guess its something that helps me cope with the shit that life poses to you
on a lighter note
headed down to ion with mommy and cow today
and i have to announce im broke with a capital B
went to newlook and saw this
chambray pinny dressand i just had to get it
with such strong temptation and decision to indulge in retail therapy
its now mine !!!!!
and together with the
tube top with apple and heart print and my uniqlo sweater
im one happy soul :)
youre sucha stupid dumbooooo !