four hundred and forty one
Wednesday, December 31, 2008 @ 2:24:00 AM
yeah yeah i know i should be posting de photos before they accumulate
theres de christmas one
de wedding at swissotel
and there would be de steamboat one tmr
plus de pubbing tmr night
thats gonna be like a hundred and one photos to upload
good luck sihui
anyways its gonna be 2009
and i think theres nothing much to lose in 2009
2008 i wish didnt happen
it sucked majorly
okay maybe not that much
cos i was dumb naive and stupid
gosh i cant believe im saying all that bout myself
but i cant find anything redeeming to say bout 2008
cept for de fact i managed to not fail any mods and get occasional a's
and that we joined tennis and met nice fun crazy people
and that we have crazy coaches that attempt murder every week for three hours
all that physical training and whacking of balls
all de inside jokes that usually subjects abi to shame
all de lounging around when it rains
all de crazy stuff we did for de team like sitting at starbucks for four hours making christmas gifts
all de putting back of weight loss during tennis when abi and i stuff our faces after
all that hanging around after tennis
abi wenna cow and clara made my 2008 better by listening to all my nonsense and repeating whatever ive said like a gazillion times like a broken recorder
even in de wee hours of de morning or late at night when i feel like crap
and all de random outings with blanise and g6
all de partying and stayovers
all de tuition madrush and trainings
and finally attending church after so long
i cant say it totally sucked
cos there was a lot more growing up and being independent
and im proud to say im now INDEPENDENT AND STANDING ON MY OWN FEET
albeit relying on blanise and abi a lot at times
there has been a whole load of growing up
picking myself up and moving on though i just wish i didnt have to undergo all that
forging ahead though im so stressed i could lose my whole head of hair
adapting to de tumultous upheavals in my life
and treasuring people around me more
2009 WOULD BE A BETTER YEAR
now that things are clearer
and that finally everything would fall into place NICELY