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this is de last week of lectures
my exams are like in ELEVEN DAYS
on a lighter note it ends in SIXTEEN DAYS
i think im going mad
ive been getting random panic attacks
like now im just feeling so unsettled
its just this nagging unsettling feeling
like something is going wrong and there is this feeling of foreboding
i used to get that and bad things happen
its like this sense telling me somethings not right
its not like flying into a frenzy
its this feeling that chews at your guts
and i hope nothing is wrong
you know how much i miss those comforting warmth from you
especially times like this
persistance is what determines a winner and a loser
ive been watching the notebook over and over again and i love de quotes from there

'So it's not gonna be easy. It's gonna be really hard. We're gonna have to work at this every day, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, for ever, you and me, every day. Will you do something for me, please? Just picture your life for me? 30 years from now, 40 years from now? What's it look like? If it's with him, go. Go! I lost you once, I think I can do it again. If I thought that's what you really wanted. But don't you take the easy way out. '

'Would you stop thinking about what everyone wants? Stop thinking about what I want, what he wants, what your parents want. What do YOU want? What do you WANT?'

its never easy
and i know de struggles youre facing
we'll take it slow one step at a time
and when we finish de journey
its amazing de number of steps we have taken together