three hundred and ninety three
Monday, October 13, 2008 @ 10:18:00 PM

im tired tired tired
stupid flu bug is attacking me
i think im gonna go to de uhwc tmr before training
just cos its free
imma cheapo !
ask for flu med and about my shoulder and back
my lower backs been achy
must be all de ball picking
haha
and coachie told me i lean to one side when i play
maybe thats why im straining it
so gonna ask all at one shot cos i dont like going to yih
meeting fi tmr to discuss our project
so i'll see how it goes
schools been so exhausting
i wanna just shoot myself
its physically mentally emotionally draining
things been piling up in my head
i dont even know what im thinking anymore
life just likes to give you one tight slap when you least expect it
sigh !
it isnt that simple is it
or am i just complicating things
man has one trait and thats complicating things
just like my mtt for soci of family
it was just a basic outright question
i knew where de quote was from
i understood what it meant and de implications
and if i wrote it down as from de notes, i would have gottan an A
but stella quah told me i just went to complicate everything
and wrote an A essay that was not answering de question which left me with a B
dumb aint it
sometimes de answer youve been seeking for all your life has always been there
but we are blinded by it
blinded by de fact we cant believe its so simple
we cant appreciate de simplicity of things
do i already know de answer ive spent all this while searching for
is it just as simple ?