three hundred and twenty one
Monday, June 09, 2008 @ 10:22:00 PM
every single step in life
be it a stepping stone
or a stumbling block
whether it moves you forward
or impedes your progress
these are de things that make your life whole
i guess people always wanna embrace all de positive memories
but they should not forget
its de negative memories that help shape them into who they are
i guess we always dwell in de complexities in life
we let lifes simple pleasures slip by
im gonna start accepting things
i used to always wanna control the direction of my life
i lost so many thinjgs just cos i insisted things go my way
way too spoilt sihui way too spoilt
so now i am gonna take a step back
and perhaps i'll see things in a more holistic manner
and not dwell on de things that pull me back
handled a class today
and i freaking got lost at precc
i walked and ended at de polyclinic side
and i panicked
those who know me
know im infamous for my sense of direction
i was like shit shit shit
den i finally made my way there
de class today had k2s to p2s
and after class this really shy k2 girl came up to me and hugged me
and she just said
my name is alexis and i like you miss ng
and i was so taken aback
i totally din know how to react
she was just so adorable
so small but so full of joy to spread
im gonna remove all my masks
i dont wanna live like that anymore
i wanna spread joy
i dont wanna pass my sadness and sorrow
i choose to live happily
its easy how you can influence people with your mood
and this time i wanna smile cos im genuinely happy