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two hundred and ninety
Tuesday, May 13, 2008 @ 11:18:00 PM
now that its de hols im just hanging around at home
doing nothing much
been swimming quite a lot
saw jane at de pool today
haven seen her for ages
den she told me she went to germany for 2 weeks
im contemplating de belly ring
bah
im so indecisive i dont wanna regret
so im kiving
but i still so much wanna get it
anyways life is so boring
living life in slow mode
just living life one sec at a time
wasting it one second at a time
on a lighter note
i think im suffering from paranoia
Paranoia is a disturbed thought process characterized by excessive anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. Paranoid thinking typically includes persecutory beliefs concerning a perceived threat.BLAH!!!!!okay whatever it is this is my life so i shouldnt be wasting it away right
no one should have control over my life
direct control or not
and no one should be influencing it
if things are these way den so be it
no point hankering something that doesnt fit in
de pieces are picked up but will never fit together nicely again
no dont get me wrong im not ranting
just sometimes there are surges of memory