one shot at a time
Cameras are simple tools designed to capture images.
Images that tell us more about ourselves than we realize.
They remind us of the long journey we’ve taken.
The loved ones who traveled alongside of us.
Those we lost along the way.
And those waiting for us on the road ahead.
-desperate housewives
ngsihui
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Sihui Ng
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Monday, July 31, 2006 @ 10:09:00 PM
do you mean it when you said goodbye...
do you mean it when you said its de end...
de internal struggle no one can understand..
de revalation that you have been a burden all along..
de sudden realisation you have been living a lie..
de words that can slay all dragons..
de collapse of your comfort palace..
de loss of it all..
overnight..
you lose something you hold so tight for..
is there light..
i m no where near de end of de tunnel..
sometimes insectile existence might do some good..
it internalises all emotions..
it voids people of de emotions that might surface..
facade is de comfort when life springs a reality check..
a mask can numb all pain..
distancing yourself from all that is hurting you..
de desire to confront all tribulation..
de cowardice to do so..
i choose to retreat..
so no one else gets hurt..
i m no hero..
i only make this choice..
this choice cos i dun know wad to do..
de mask and facade would protect me..
leave me alone if you wanna take away my dream..
destroy de lie i have been living..
my facades broken..
torn apart..
exposed to all elements..
i m beaten..
i surrender..