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Cameras are simple tools designed to capture images.
Images that tell us more about ourselves than we realize.
They remind us of the long journey we’ve taken.
The loved ones who traveled alongside of us.
Those we lost along the way.
And those waiting for us on the road ahead.
-desperate housewives
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Thursday, March 09, 2006 @ 7:09:00 PM
wad kind of dysfunctional place is this ?!? i was just trying to strike a casual conversation..just trying to bridge wads a huge gap..trying to do my best but nothing seems to be working..sometimes its so hard..pple say you must put in effort to keep a relationship going..and i am trying..trying my very best to bridge wad was once a strained relationship..sometimes when you are angry with her you bitch to me about her..and all..but after everything tides down de biasness resurfaces..i dun wanna make trouble perhaps my rebellious phase is over..but nothing seems to be appreciated..wadever you wan me to do i try my best to do it..no doubt sometimes it does not suceed..i listen whenever you want to talk..but wad about me.. dun you think you are a tad selfish..i try to go whenever you wanna go out..cancelling my appoinments and all..but now it seems to me you are taking it all for granted..you simply assume i must and its part of my responsibility..i thought you were fairer after all dats happened..it does not seem to be like dat..you say you are irritated..and dat gives you the right to flare up and lash your freaking acid tongue at me..i chose silence and to retreat rather than have a confrontational approach which will always end in a heated vehement argument and den mountains will be made out of molehills and pple not involved will be dragged in..and it just seems you wanna find all possible reinforcement..and still you actually accused me of being snappish come on go on and ask yourself dat question..i haven even opened my freaking mouth la..everyone's else is trying to bridge a huge gap but you ??? why is it you must even close down de only avenue for communication ??? WHY ?!?!?! so i suppose i get it..i suppose in this place there is no room for negotiations or communications..everyone just has to mug like crazy and get some scholarship before they are considered to be de perfect one..everyone just has to do his and her part..i thought you has a strong and unwavering character..i thought you said you would not give in..but now it seems no..you have chose to relent, giving in to your principles..i dun see de kind of admiration anymore..nothing at all..red simply cos i m fuming
