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Those we lost along the way.
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Wednesday, November 23, 2005 @ 8:41:00 PM
i have been pretty pissed these days..and this is to a someone as a result of a totally and highly irrelevant post..wad you have just said is total utter rubbish.. oh i dun think..so you think only you've got a brain..and pushing de blame to you..come on i never pushed it to you cos dats not even de main issue..i was just merely stating a fact dat your actions did play a small role in de whole main issue get it..and i push blames..wow..i wonder who does it more often..i say things behind your back..now i wonder who is de one who's always pointing an accusing finger at others and bad-mouthing pple..a typical back-stabber..and i m sorry..but before i continue with wad i have to say.. first things first pls check on your language..its simply jarring to ones vision..get wad dat means..if you dun you can always check de dictionary alrites..yes rite d-i-c-t-i-o-n-a-r-y get it.. oh i dun only think about myself..i think of de whole entire fucking world except you get it..oh come on spare me dose comments..cos you are like dat yourself..and before you accuse someone of something firstly always check your facts..secondly..make sure you are not a ,living example of your words get it..many pple esp teachers have good things to say about you..true..but a check into our day-to-day existence will prove otherwise..polite..nice..helpful..responsible..oh my big toe(as pilo always say)..come on do you dare say you behave like dat in your daily existence..we should be thankful for every single day you spare us from your anger fury and wrath..oh so you do realise you are an irritant ya..and dat you really do piss me off..i m not picking on you or wadsoever..but pls..doesnt mean you are undertaking important roles now that you think you are at de top of de world and beyond everyones league..cos you are not..stop acting like you are de greatest being de supreme being..cos you are not..not everyone has to get down on ones knees to hail you de great get it..dis is reality understand..you throw tantrums and its random or did you mean frequently..know wad vast difference is makes..pls..nasty remarks..oh den i can say your nasty remarks aren't nasty..they are curt sarcastic words that put pple down..you're are certinly great..some words from your mouth and my confidence comes crumbling down and my ego deflated..i m so damn sure they are only nasty..think about dose bloody comments you make..sometimes even when i have done nothing to offend you..you would just blurt out stuffs..but you know wad..your words are gonna put me down no more cos i know who i m and i stand strong get it you fool..nothing you say is gonna put me down..and you jolly well leave my frens and my cca out of it..oh so you do recognise de fact that you're not perfect..cos all along you have been behaving like you are one..behaving like you are de saint and i m de satan de devil..doing evil while you carry your small tales to de supreme being who would den zap me and banish me to hell..you have de cheek to say you give in y0u patch things up..haha dis is de funniest thing i have ever heard in my life..dis is just ironic and oxymoronic..come on..pls wad you said dun make sense..i try to improve de relationship..and den dere you are saying you are de one taking initiatives..so which is which..do you know wad you are talking about..are you sure of wad you are saying..fuck to you alrite..come on..i have been giving way..i m not de perfect person..but at least i can proudly said i try..of this is wad i m to you i got nothing more to say..i dun wanna say anything anymore..i dun wanna hear anything anymore..to me from this moment23rd november 2005 21:09:43 you are not gonna mean anything to me anymore you got dat drilled in your thick skull already? i m not gonna bother trying..cos all i get is crap..no more trying..i m gonna treat you as though you dun exist..you drove me to this..you forced me to take de drastic measures i took..you made me take this path and i have no regrets..wadever you say or do is not gonna affect me anymore..your words and actions aren't gonna get me down..you used to think you could get me down from where i was..you used to think it could get me cowering for protection..you used to think you could make me live in your shadow as you de ideal person..you used to think your words could get me falling into an abyss of desparation..you used to think youu could rule over me and i stay subservient to you..you used to think you could give curt remarks and get me to be scared of you..you used to think you're better den me..never anymore..but there is no quest for revenge..now i m gonna lead my own life..not gonna let you affect me in any other ways or live on your shadow..i m me..i m not gonna say anything..you dun affect me anymore..it took me a long time and no ones gonna get me down anymore..fuck with it all..
