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Those we lost along the way.
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Monday, September 05, 2005 @ 10:44:00 PM
heys de holidays are here again..but i m so not looking forward to them cos seriously i got loads of things to do..homework..piles and piles of them..it can be a real killer..i suppose its like dat in de arts fac..when you got no work..you are really free and can just bum away 24/7 but when work comes in..it floods in la..as in seriously loads and loads and heaps and heaps of them..ARGH how to even finish before i talk about mugging for promos..haha..den plus all de readings i have to complete for lit and history and loads to catch up on econs..so ya a hectic and packed holidays ya..shall see de work i have
history-one essay.two outlines.read de notes and readings for french revolution,industrial revolution,new imperialism and russian revolution all of which are at least one textbook thick argh wad nonsense..
lit-two gothic essays of which i must include different texts de monk,castle of otranto,de jekyll and mr hyde,and another reading we just got and i cant remember where i put it..
econs-econs notes on market structure(monopolistic com) and one essay outline. DRCS questions. read up on all de self study materials.
sounds quite little huh..but i can assure you its not haha..to even start on a freakin g essay i have to bulldoze through another boring gothic story haha..yup its ok gonna try my best..i must prove myself..not gonna waste my life away..i got an aim and goal in life and i m gonna work hard to attain them..
sometimes i wonder why i m so stupid and gullible..she never meant anything she said..all dat sweet nothings just to entertain..and just treat me like a freaking fool..i thought she was different..different from anyone else.. but she has roven to be same as anyone else..just a freaking liar..why do i even bother..why should i even care cos everything are just freaking lies beneath a sweet facade..haiz..so damn stupid..nothing you are passe..
i m pretty down now..reflecting upon these 17 plus years..i haven really accomplished anything..i just bum and slack around..i eally dun know wad i m here for..i mean ya..i wasted so much time..even if i wanna attain something i dun put in my utmost efforts..and ya some ppl just wanna take it as i dun put in effort at all..i mean i do it half-heartedly..but its not fair to say it was a fluke..i did put in some effort..its not fair to compare me to my sister and say she is hardworking just not as bright and still she can get into triple science..i like de arts and i dun understand wads wrong with arts fac we still made it to a jc..we are also given a chance to make it to u..wads with saying de subjects i take are useless..come on no fucking subject is useless alrite or else there wont be de subject..science fac is not de only route to make a living in singapore alrite..so quit telling me why i din choose de science anyways i m de one studying and not you..let me tell you i m gonna work doubly hard and prove to you arts can also put me to u and i m not gonna let you folks look down on me..i cant change de fact dat you guys pin more hope on my sister taking triple science..its nothing prestigious to me..in fact it gives me less pressure..all de better..anyways none of you actually bother about me..rite from de start..let me tell you i m gonna show you wad i m worth..i m not gonna let you tell me "if you worked harder.." no more ifs..i m gonna show you wad i m worth..
