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Images that tell us more about ourselves than we realize.
They remind us of the long journey we’ve taken.
The loved ones who traveled alongside of us.
Those we lost along the way.
And those waiting for us on the road ahead.
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Sunday, July 31, 2005 @ 6:46:00 PM
i m finally back..i should make it a point to update more frequently.. my life has not been all dat wonderful these days..its been rather screwed up..firstly..my common test results..i did really quite badly..i mean an 'a'level pass and 2 'ao' passes wont get me promoted..yes i know..i admit i m not trying my best..i did everything last minute..i tried to put in my efforts into everything except my studies.. i should be glad i passed..yes i admit it was my fault..secondly..things i put effort into are not showing results..its not my fault you guys werent promoted to wad you guys think you should get..but seriously its not like i din try..they even knew you would get me to speak to them they din wanna tell me wad you guys were promoted to..i mean i m not siding them but such things do happen and it will occur in every aspect of your life..i know efforts were put in..you guys gave it your best shot..i know i could see..but you got to learn to accept certain things for wad they are.. like they say you must learn to respect command before you can command respect..i know it was screwed up..no one wanted it this way..why even mention switching to other corps..dun forget who trained you up to be wad you are..de corp did..de seniors did..de teachers did..i mean get over it..i know you are and i m glad you guys are coming back..seriously..they say you dun deserve it..why not show them you do..let them regret..show them you guys are better den wad they tink you guys are..move on..thirdly..de new batch of seniors have taken over..overall..you guys are ok..but there are som e who are not deserving of it..before you scold de juniors for breaking de rules..do some soul-searching and see if you committed de same mistake or not..its not rite..and dun just sit around and when i ask you t0o take over something or do something..you just tell me you dun know and simply not bother..come on no ones born to learn..learn along de way..if you dun know..ask..dun just walk away..or stand in front of de juniors and look at them..though you guys are seniors..you got to know you cant be there exactly when de juniors are falling in..and give some crap excuse like i went for lunch..ok perhaps i should give you guys more time..but if you are a senior start behaving like one..dun wait for instructions..ask for them..seriously..you guys must really buck up..and pull de corp standards up..fourthly..seriously i know you dun like me i dun expect you to cos i dun like you too..but stop behaving like you are a sweet innocent thing..come on pple have seen through you..seriously you make my life so miserable..so so miserable..snap outta it..your sweet innocence wont bring you anywhere..argh why must i know you..why must i have you in my life..its ok perhaps god put you in my life to constantly remind me not to bahave like you and treasure those unlike you..must be it..but seriously.. i know you have been backstabbing me..come on look at who you are telling these things to..i dun give a fucking damn to wad yo9u have been saying..i m just not gonna bother..cos words wont put me down..life is more den harping over de unimportant words from your mouth..i m over and done with you..argh this feels so muc better and i m glad i got someone by my side supporting me always..i have not been myself..i have been mean but I STILL LOVE YOU