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Images that tell us more about ourselves than we realize.
They remind us of the long journey we’ve taken.
The loved ones who traveled alongside of us.
Those we lost along the way.
And those waiting for us on the road ahead.
-desperate housewives
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Friday, October 08, 2004 @ 8:17:00 PM
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend thatI'm alright
And you can't change me'
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright'
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand'
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect'
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be perfect
I cant be perfect and i will never be perfect...i m far frm perfect...i hope to be perfect...i striveto be perfect...its making me weary...wads wrong wif not being perfect since no one can be perfect...i m tired...very tired...i wanna die and fade away...since u dun even care...u wun even know...
hey gurl...perhaps like u said...i m too sensitive...i dun know...been having extreme mood swings wif too many things happening all at one go...and i simply cannot handle all of dem...i have tried communicating wif her...but it does not work...dere is a huge barrier between us...i dun hate her...seriously i dun...but i simply dun know how to communicate her...i should fade away...it will make everyone happy...i shall keep everything to myself...no one shall be troubled...