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Cameras are simple tools designed to capture images.
Images that tell us more about ourselves than we realize.
They remind us of the long journey we’ve taken.
The loved ones who traveled alongside of us.
Those we lost along the way.
And those waiting for us on the road ahead.
-desperate housewives
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Monday, October 11, 2004 @ 6:42:00 PM
God's Boxes
I have in my hands two boxes,
Which God gave me to hold.
He said, "Put all your sorrows in the black box,
And all your joys in the gold."
I heeded His words, and in the two boxes,
Both my joys and sorrows I stored,
But though the gold became heavier each day,
The black was as light as before.
With curiosity, I opened the black,
I wanted to find out why,
And I saw, in the base of the box, a hole,
Which my sorrows had fallen out by.
I showed the hole to God, and mused,
"I wonder where my sorrows could be!"
He smiled a gentle smile and said,
"My child, they're all here with me."
I asked God, why He gave me the boxes,
Why the gold and the black with the hole?"
My child, the gold is for you to count your blessings,
The black is for you to let go."
i found some quotes frm a mail someone sent to me...which i tink are really true...which helps u see things in a different perspective...
`I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.
`No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.
`Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
`The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them.
`Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.
`To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.
`Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.
i dun know wad i must do before u r really happy wif me...y is it dat u r so unhappy wif me...because i dun tell u things like she does??? i have been thinking abt wad i shld make u do before u r really happy wif me...dey sae seek and u shall find...i have been seeking but to no avail...wen will u realise i m not her...i will nvr be like her...i cannot and dun see de point in confiding...and for u...u have betrayed my trust too many a times...i feel i can nvr communicate wif anyone...maybe its not de pple...but just me...i dun know...maybe its me...but i dun see a point in communicating...for it will nvr turn out rite...seriously...i act as if i dun care bout wad u tink...but deep down i do...for i constantly try to change myself...to be wad u want me to be...at times i dun even know who i m... i m tired...tired of being wad i m not...i cannot even recognise who i m...all for one reason...to be who u want me to be...but u r nvr happy...and i guess u wnvr will...well...i sorta missed my daddy...hmm...dey say daddys are easy to miss...may be dats really true...
Look at me
You may think you see
Who I really am
But you'll never know me
Every day It's as if I play a part
Now I see
If I wear a mask
I can fool the world
But I cannot fool my heart
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
I am now In a world where I
Have to hide my heart
And what I believe in
But somehow
I will show the world
What's inside my heart
And be loved for who I am
Who is that girl I see
Staring straight back at me?
Why is my reflection
Someone I don't know?
Must I pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
There's a heart that must be
Free to fly
That burns with a need to know
The reason why
Why must we all conceal
What we think, how we feel?
Must there be a secret me
I'm forced to hide?
I won't pretend that I'm
Someone else for all time
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
When will my reflection show
Who I am inside?
