one shot at a time
Cameras are simple tools designed to capture images.
Images that tell us more about ourselves than we realize.
They remind us of the long journey we’ve taken.
The loved ones who traveled alongside of us.
Those we lost along the way.
And those waiting for us on the road ahead.
-desperate housewives
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Sihui Ng
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tO sUmOne i ChErIsH
Thursday, September 09, 2004 @ 1:47:00 PM
to sumone i cherish...
its been a long time and i have healed...and i hope dis msg will help u heal...i know dis a difficult phase wif everything going awry...and things are turning out de way u least expect it...i know u r hurting terribly...but trust me...dis is just a passing phase...i know sch life in a totally new environment and de stress of being in national team has taken its toll on u...i really dun know how i can help u...but let me assure u dat self mutilation is not going to help relieve any pain or a morsel of ur misery...it will only scar u further and constantly remind u dat u r hurting...wen i went thru dis difficult phase...i had wonderfu and supportive frens beside me and i have let go...i realised it is no use holding on...life must go on...and now i shall play de role of a fren and see u thru dis tough period...dere are pple who care...ur frens...family and god...i believe he will help u thru somehow...his presence may be in another form...
“Sometimes He calms the storm with a whisper, ‘Peace, be still.’He can settle any sea, but it doesn’t mean He will.Sometimes He holds us close and lets the wind and waves go wild.Sometimes He calms the storm.Other times He calms His child.”
i dun know y u r hurting so much...but let me reassure u...everything will turn out just rite...u must have trust in urself...trust dat can tide over dis...i hope dis will make u realise dere are pple who care...i may not be de one beside u all de time...but i will help u tide over dis as a fren...u r someone i cherish...and i want u to realise things will nvr be de same again...de wound may have been healed...and time may have faded de scars...but de scar is going to be there foreva...nothing will be de same...frm de dae i let go...i know dere is no turing back...it is also time for u to realise dat...realise dat dis is reality...and we shld stop living in dis disillusionment...a state of self denial...give urself sum time...u will see dat u will heal...de healing process is long...but it signifies a new level of maturity and a new lease of life...i treasure u a lot as a fren...a person who has brought me lots of memories...good or bad...and u can depend on me to help u thru dis crisis...
"Through With You"
Can you see me
Floating above your head
As you lay in bed
Thinking about everything
That you did not do
Cause saying I love you
Has nothing to do with meaning it
And I don't trust you
Cause every time you're here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That I know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all
You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that
Do you remember
The way we used to melt
Do you remember how it felt
When I touched you
Oh cause I remember very well
And how long has it been
Since someone you let in
Has given what I gave to you
And at night when you sleep
Do you dream I would be there
Just for a minute or two do you?
You ain't ever coming back to me
That's not how things were supposed to be
You take my hand just to give it back
No other lover has ever done that
Heartache heartache I just have so much
A simple love with a complex touch
There is nothing you can say or do
I called to let you know I'm through with you
