one shot at a time
Cameras are simple tools designed to capture images.
Images that tell us more about ourselves than we realize.
They remind us of the long journey we’ve taken.
The loved ones who traveled alongside of us.
Those we lost along the way.
And those waiting for us on the road ahead.
-desperate housewives
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loves swim.tennis.tan.wakeboard.cycle.run.kayak.
camwhore.doodle.sleep.teevee.eat.gym.blog.talk.
lounge.chill out.shop.read.cook.travel.photography
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Tuesday, August 31, 2004 @ 8:32:00 PM
dese few weeks have been trying weeks for me...everything is not turning out in de way i wished it wld be...everything...every freaking thing...nothing is turning out de way it is supposed to be...i am getting quite sick of all these...really sick...prelims are just like 2 days away...already phy/bio pracs was simply screwed... do i look like i care whether there is reducing sugar in de dumb banana...or how a mirror reflects sum dumb ass pins??? i highly doubt so...de worse part is everyone is nagging at me to study...every single minute of my life...every second of my freaking life...its not dat i dun wan to study...i cannot get down to studying...i simply cannot...locking myself up in four walls and a ceiling does not work...my thots keep wandering...can u try to understand how i feel??? do u really think i dun care abt my grades...i may appear nonchalent abt it... but i do care...i do...hello...it is my future at stake...why do u keep thinking dat all i care abt is play play and more play???do u know y there is a discrepancy in viewpoints and ideas...it is because u NEVER put urself in my shoes...i study for my own sake and not for comparison...i had enough...y do u keep putting me down??? y do u keep thinking i m not putting in enough efforts??? let me tell u dis...i do...u just cannot see it cos u r casting me in a negative lite and no matter wad i do...it will be wrong...y do u always think u r rite??? can u just accet wad i said for once...u r driving me to breaking point...u seriously are...i dun know wad to do next...there is no path ahead...i wish everything wld just end now...i wanna perish