one shot at a time
Cameras are simple tools designed to capture images.
Images that tell us more about ourselves than we realize.
They remind us of the long journey we’ve taken.
The loved ones who traveled alongside of us.
Those we lost along the way.
And those waiting for us on the road ahead.
-desperate housewives
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first.july.nineteen.eighty.eight
sacps.sacss.tpjc arts.nus fass
sacsjab.tpjcseasports.tennis.nusnetball.blanise
loves swim.tennis.tan.wakeboard.cycle.run.kayak.
camwhore.doodle.sleep.teevee.eat.gym.blog.talk.
lounge.chill out.shop.read.cook.travel.photography
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Friday, July 16, 2004 @ 7:22:00 PM
i hate u...i really do...seriously...i m really pissed wid u...wad did i do to deserve all dis...y must u object everything i do...seriously...u make me wonder wad i m to u...wad am i...seriously i m just a nonentity in ur eyes...y dun u just leave me alone...an object for u to vent ur anger on...wad must i do to make u happy...my life does not only revolve around ur wishes and desires...i know wad i want...y r u constricting my life...every one of my actions simply wld irk u...u r unhappy wid wadever i do...wad do u want of me...y are u pushing me to de edge...dun u realise i need breathing space...dun u realise i have feelings too...dun u realise how hurting ur words have been...even if u do...u dun care...do u realise how u have hurt me again and again...ur every sarcastic word coming out of ur mouth have made me lose all respect in u...u say i do not respect u...ur actions made me lose it day by day...u dun command respect...u earn it...u make my life really miserable...u really do...i hate it and i m tired of it all simply because of U...i live every moment dat i have on earth in agony...i dun want dis kind of life anymore...i m tired of concealing all my feelings...i m tired of putting on de joker's face...i m exhausted...i dun want to mask my feelings anymore...u have made me lose all emotions...i m so numb...I HATE YOU...i dun wanna walk de path i walked before...i promised...but u r forcing me...so close to dat edge...i am going to succumb to it soon...i have lost all senses...i cannot think logically...i wanna end it all...