one shot at a time
Cameras are simple tools designed to capture images.
Images that tell us more about ourselves than we realize.
They remind us of the long journey we’ve taken.
The loved ones who traveled alongside of us.
Those we lost along the way.
And those waiting for us on the road ahead.
-desperate housewives
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Sunday, June 06, 2004 @ 6:14:00 PM
Bottled up inside are de words i nvr said...
De feelings dat i hide...de lines u nvr read...
U can see it in my eyes...read it on my face...
Trapped behind dis smiling facade is agony...
With memories dat linger...wun seem to go away...
Y can't i be happier...todae's a brand new dae...
Yesterdaes are over...even thou de hurtings not...
Nothing last forever...i mus cherish wad i have got...
De hurt i m feeling now...wun disappear rite away...
But sumhow and sumwae ...everything will turn out rite again...
No more wishing fer de past...it was nt meant to be...
It seems it has reached an end...so i have set her free...
Plopping on my unmade bed...i bury my face into my pillow...Tears left salty trails on my face...Lite sniffles turned into cries and cries into hysterics...i cannot bear it...de pain is too intense...my heart is broken...i cannot carry on...de burden is simply too heavy...de feelings are all pent up...i cry myself to sleep and put on a brave facade...i m tired of it all...wen will all dis end...i m letting go of all hope...i just wan to end it all...u have caused all dis misery...all wad u din promise me...u have hurt me yet again...i have lost all trust in u...i m perishing...